Just cannot express how restless expectation makes me. Waiting is the worst torture that I put myself into. A word, a mail, salary, marks, a smile, appraisal (ha…ha… who am I kidding) all these things bring out the worst in me. Fidgeting to no end, jumpy. It is like watching a pot of milk and waiting for it to boil.
Expectation from people can be a little more tricky. You have no idea what they would be thinking, what’s their state of mind or how they’re going to react. To put yourslf at someone else’s mercy is aaargh! too bad… Yet its something we do despite well meaning advice. More often than not, that goes in the pooper. Living upto expectations, i.e others living upto my expectations, oh that almost never happens.
