Everywhere around us we see so many unfulfilled dreams and desires. People who seem to have everything, have nothing that would make them happy. If you have money, you crave for friends; if you have all the comforts, then you probably miss love. If you have too many people to care about you, you want your ‘freedom’ and ’space’. There are so many things that we want and cannot have. Why? Why are we denied? Why do we wear our desires on our sleeve? It dangles like Christmas trinkets, just out of our reach. It drives us crazy.

We are like tides of the sea responding to the moon. It pulls, we long and we suffer. So many unspoken desires that cannot be fulfilled. Or can they be? I often wonder.

June 06

When I was in school, I wanted to be cool like the college kids. When I reached college, I realized, after bunking so many classes, and spending countless hours in the canteen, that I want to be serious and be a professional. Now that I am one, I realize that going to office every day is not enough to have a fulfilling life. There’s no sense of purpose, I don’t know my true calling. The purpose for which I am born, what is it that I’m supposed to do? Surely, there’s something better that I can do than filling up rows and coloumns of excel sheets with words and numbers that do not mean a thing to me.

When I dreamt of being independent, I dreamt of doing exciting stuff. I dreamt of doing great things. Of making a difference to the world and to myself.

I just hope that, I do fulfil my destiny before its too late.